Midway between Xmas & New Years

Everything is going OK. Went shopping yesderday to spend gift money I received for xmas. Had fun and got some nice things. I love Walmart and pretty much do all my shopping there, really affordable and within my finacial range as I must live on a very tightly controlled budget. Anyway, I went and came home with some ni ce things. Im happy with what I was able to get. I was lucky in that my cyber friend was travelling in the states yesterday and was caught up in the delayed and missing flights to get were she needed to be. Boredom set in so she contacted me and we chatted when she had delays in various airports. We talked about all kinds of stuff and it was really interresting and fun. A great way to spend alone time typing maddly away with a good friend. I loved it. Slept in until 12:30pm again but thats OK. I had nothing to do today anyway. I really have nothing to do over the next week or so. Hope to get some books to fill the time with maybe go see a movie with my big Brother. Just have to take it day by day, moment by moment. The main thing is to keep myself in good spirits and avoid letting myself feel down.
    
I even did some meditation tonight. First in a very long time. I was calm enough and happy enough to try. My therapist I will be seeing in a few weeks suggested I try this. It was good but I had a hard time not falling asleep and staying focused on what I must. I know this is going to be a difficult thing for me but I want to keep trying. I need to stay as focused as I can and see this through.....until tomorrow then.....stay happy.....