July 22/13 A good day today

I finally made a decision this morning. I an NOT yet ready to quit smoking. I'm sadden by this decision but am not yet willing to commit to this. Some day soon I hope just not today. Again, the weather here has been good so headed downtown via scooter to do the things I really needed to do then headed back home for the afternoon. I am not going to answer questions from my family about my smoking as it is my decision and ultimately nobody else's even though I know how disappointed they will be. I just can't let myself go there right now, maybe later but not now. As for the other things I did today I chatted with my friend about her pending trip to California coming up at the end of the week. I'm happy for her even though it will be the last vacation with both her husband and her son. It's been planned for a very long time and their son is so excited. Other than that nothing to much of interest to write about but maybe later.......The rest of the progressed quit nicely. My brother has finalized a plan to at least pay some of my debt back to my husband and kids. We are going to discuss this on Wednesday and then in the next couple of weeks present it to my Husband and oldest daughter (she's the one going to take over as my POA within the next couple of years). I am anxious about this but it all has to be taken care of and put behind me once and for all! I spent quite a bit of time over the evening discussing a lot of things with my friend. Her life, my life and were we are both journeying to. She is once again not with her girlfriend which means she spends a lot of time on FB with me. I'm sure she and her girlfriend with once again hook up as so many times before but for now I'm enjoying be back in close contact with my friend. Everything happens for a reason and it is not for us to question why but to just keep moving forward and being open to whatever the Universe wants us to see....which I'm now always trying to do.,