today was simply gorgeous and was up and out early scooting all over town today. Banking, shopping and visiting my Parents which I seem to be having a harder time doing. But it was a really nice visit with lots of laughs and got caught up on what's happening with family in Ottawa and Toronto. Sitting around tonight just putting in time since there isn't much worth watching on TV.
Last night I connected with Kris and we talked for about 2hrs by phone. Thank goodness for phone cards which I keep buying for calls to her. We covered a lot of stuff but again we got talking about her 'girlfriend'. I have never met nor talked to this lady but it's obvious she has many issues from her past and present and my friend has been repeatedly hurt by her. I am too close to kris to be objective but I am afraid she is continuely setting herself up for some major hurt somewhere down the line and that really bugs me a lot. They definitely have a wonderful sex life according to Kris but this is the first person kris has become involved with since coming out and she has not allowed herself to date, be by herself, and see just who and what is out there for her. I can not say too much more than I already have at the risk of alienating her even more than I already have. So, again, I have not really done anything because Kris has really been working hard at keeping in touch with me and I just can't pull away. I love her like a best friend and care for her deeply. So, once again I'm here stuck in the indecisive state that I've been in for so long.
Tomrrows another boring day but who knows something might be waiting for me, something on my Journey that the Universe has yet to reveal to me. Keep your faith Deana, hold on tight and furiously
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