I couldn't sleep last night and was just not tired so I got up and logged on. Kris was also logged on so we talked a bit on FB sharing all the things we both did over the day. The chat was great until she fell asleep mid talk during our chat. I just wasn't sleepy so went back to bed and read. I guess I finally fell asleep about 2am only to wake up at 6am and began this day. The weather looks like it just may be good enough for me scoot downtown this afternoon. I sure hope so. I really don't want to take the bus as there a number of things I want to do around town. If all looks good I'll cancel my booking for the bus. Keeping my fingers crossed and asking the Universe for dry weather this afternoon.
Was feeling a little bit horny this morning for the first time in a very long time. So I tried and actually had some nice success. I really think, because I just don't know, that what I am achieving is really what I should be feeling. It was nice and really created some wonderful sensations and feelings and was quite happy with the end result. Just another little miracle and I'm quite pleased with this achievement. I always seem to get a wee bit horny when my period is due to start. Actually it's about a week late right now and have not had any of the signs I usually have. So I'm sure I will be greatly surprise when it does start. A lot I think is due to my age that things are like they have been for the last 40 years. Certainly not fooling myself by thinking this is it although I really really want to get it all over with. Hell, I could be stuck with it for many more years to come. A friend of mine still had it well into her 60's. Very shitty indeed.
Well The weather was far crappier than I'd hoped so took the bus downtown. Ran some errands and then met up with a new friend at a really nice coffee shop. It was really nice and relaxed. Joanne is very easy going and we talked and laughed endlessly. The hour just flew by and the Bus driver actually came in and got me. Boy was I embarassed. I asked Joanne if she'd like to come over some time so we could continue talking as I running out the door. She said she would like to do that. I gave her $15 to buy me a ticket for the show at the Roxy along with hers so we could sit together. Really looking forward to some Jazz/Blues/Gospel music. It should be fun.
So now I'm home and am a bit tired and my lower legs are sore. Tried to lie down but legs bothering me so have to pace and stretch them constantly. Hope it goes away soon but not sure what to expect. I have to finish all the cards for home tonight. I wasn't ready when Glen came to get them this morning. Mailed the card for Kris downtown which makes me happy. I hope she and jack enjoy it. Had some good chatting with Carm earlier and she is so darned busy. But she prefers to keep busy as much as possible. It's just her character. Will watch Grey's Anatomy tonight at 9 but nothing much else on I want to see. Actually just looking forward to going to bed, reading then sleeping. The leg situation is very uncomfortable and a good sleep will help tremendously.
Volunteering again tomorrow afternoon so really hoping I feel good to go.
Maybe Kris will have time tonight to share a couple sentences. I want to tell her about my wonderful day today. If she doesn't that's OK with me. We'll connect sometime. She gets her son tomorrow for the next week which is really wonderful for them. We'll talk whenever we talk. Legs are still quite bothersome but it is what it is and they will feel better eventually.
had a nice chat via FB while she was waiting for Jack to finish up with his group and councilor helping kids dealing with Divorcing parents. It's good for him to be in a safe place with other youngsters talking without worrying about hurting either parent while all this hard to understand stuff is going on. Especially if the parents are mad and angry with one another.
So That's about it for this girl tonight so will put this diary away for another day.
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