Sunday Jan.18/15 What does the Universe have planned for me today???

Just informed that Rocky is getting all his meds on time and is finally eating his new food which will also help in his recovery. However he is still not urinating very much and is passing blood from internally. The next 3 days I am praying will have a positive effect on him and he'll recover enough to  be able to come home to me. I'm still scared for him and the trauma he's been through but have all my faith and hope that the full recovery is on it's way. The has been so difficult on both of us.

I totally clean out his litter box and vinegar clean the whole thing. It's now ready with all new litter for him when he returns. It was very difficult to do as my vision was very bad and I kept loosing my balance with many falls into the surrounding walls and to the floor. It's an easy job for the able bodied person but for me this certainly not the case. I finally finished and crashed down in my chair to try and recover. I knew I would if I just gave myself the time needed and not try to get up and start another chore like my thoughts want me to do. It's a balancing act and it is what it is. Looking forward to tomorrow and facing another day of challenges and joy to experience.

I am grateful for the things I have been able to accomplish and take great pride and joy when I remove a completed task from my always growing lists of things I want and need to do. I haven't gone outside today so don't know what the weather is like but hope that maybe tomorrow something will come up that takes me outside. I need to suck in some fresh air and fill my lungs with all that is fresh and invigorating by being outside and doing something, anything, away from  the safe haven of my Apartment. It's been way to long since I have been out there. That is for sure.  Namaste. Who ever might be following my Journal as I call it I would very much like to hear how you feel and think. My intent for writing my thoughts this way are first and foremost for me alone but if I hear that someone else may benefit in any way from this I would be so very grateful to hear how or why. Thank You.