Fri.Jan.6 /15 Very busy last week

OH IT`S BEEN REALLY FUCKING HARD ON ME AND SO DAMNED BUSY INTERSPERSED WITH REAL FEAR BECAUSE THERE IS JUST SOOOOOOO MUCH TO DO STILL and my body is failing fast and furiously. I`m barely holding on. Some of the things I've been up too this past week:

All the goodbyes

Sorting of everything between my Retirement home and to my Daughters

Major decisions being made for my future

Finalizing and acceptance to where I'll be living

Notice of intent to break my lease here and had final inspection of Apartment

Moving company booked and paid for

Last Council Meeting attended and Thanks New, old Council, The Mayor and Senior City Staff from the open mic durin the meeting and was very humbled when the Mayor thanked me for my contributions and feisty and constant fighting for the Disenfranchised, Seniours and the Disabled. I was humbled by his comments to me on behalf of the entire council.

All is done and sorted as to what will go with me to the Retiement home and what will go to my daughters for storage until I decide my final destination

Organized for stuff not going to Ottawa to be picked up for donation to Mission for Bibles

Have met with and hugged all that I wanted to before I leave next week

Gone out with Parents and Brother for the last time. It is very possible I may never see my Father alive again which is horribly sad for me

Got papers signed at Hospital and faxed to new Doctor offices for file sharing

Rocky to his Vets for final checkup after his illness and to get The special Food needed to get him home and find another Vet. His food is horribly expensive but at least  he finally likes it and is eating once again.


My list of gratitude is long but most especially for the living angels in my Life. Sue and Ed for all their wonderful help in getting me organized, ready and fed this past week. Janis for organizing a wonderful lunch at the Frog Pond and the very thoughtful gifts they gave me. Without saying my Brother Glen for everything. A man I respect and love so deeply in my heart and soul. Brian who works for the Housing

And God only remembers everything else that's happened since last journaling here. I'm really having difficulty moving right now and am holding on only by a very thing fragile string. All my hopes and faith are strong to make it through until My daughter arrived and we are finally on the road for the very long drive home.