Will I make it on my own two feet?

By this time next Monday We should be about half way home to Ottawa. It's roughly an 8 hr drive and it's about noon time here. I am so exhausted from Organizing, packing, seeing friends that I want and need to see and hug. So exhausted that I can't stay awake during the day. I can now barely get out of my chair to eat, take my insulin and the many meds I take. Even feed my cat Rocky which of course pisses him off greatly. I so need to clean his litter box but haven't been able to that either. Of course  another touchy situation with Rocky. I know his patience with me is wearing thin, I have 5 things still scheduled for this week still to accomplish but I can only persevere for so long before I hit that invisible rock wall. Fingers, eyes and toes crossed. I went to a friends for dinner and a visit on Saturday but that really,really was hard on me to do, I'm pissed at my body & MS but it is what it is. The most important thing I must do and want to do is to see my Councillor Margo Friday at 11am. Nothing will stop me from getting there. The woman has done so much over the last couple of years that no amount of thank you's will ever suffice. I want and need to hug this woman through my tears, which I know, will be flowing. This professional woman is the soul responsible person for helping me stay alive and guiding me through many very difficult times to learn how to help myself get through the daily ups and downs of life. I love her for what she has shown and taught me and I know I will never find someone with her many skills ever. I am prepared for this and will seek the help when  know I need it.

My gratitude list just keeps growing and growing. So many have helped me, care for me by keeping in touch with me and answering me whenever I've had to reach out over the last couple of months. Sue, Kris, Glen, Mom & Dad, Margo, Rico and Mary and Brian. All of you are such kind, gentle, caring individuals that I have been so blessed and honoured to meet and come to love. Never will I again find to many people like you. THANK YOU from the deepest and most secure parts of my Heart and Soul.  Namaste