A Calm day alone...Some thoughts come to mind

Today is Saturday and I came out of a great slumber about 12:30pm.  I purposely did not set my alarm last night since there really was nothing I had planned for Saturday. Suppose I also wanted to see just when I would wake up on my own.  I leisurely lounged around for a number of hours then decided I really should try to motivate myself into doing something, anything so I decided to do my Laundry and do some housecleaning. I know when I actually complete a cleaning task I feel really quite proud of myself which spurs me on to do more tasks. I use to always treat myself to a couple of cigarettes after finishing or at least progressing toward a completion but since I''ve stopped smoking I somewhat at a loss at what to do about it. I'm finding it quit disturbing and need to find something to reward myself. This I need to give a lot of thought to. Had my usual dinner of frozen Mac&Cheese, milk, 17 rice crakers, 3 peanut butter cookies & chocolate pudding for a total of 121 Carbohydrates! I've been surviving on this dinner meal for months now and am getting sick of it but haven't found anything to replace it yet. I eat this because I know exacly what I need to take insulin-wise depending on what my blood sugar level is. I've always been a very bad eater but having diabetes is a cruel joke on me that I have no choice but to live with. I guess I've allowed myself to let my thoughs come as they may tonite but I hope I don't go so far as to allow myself to be taken down to deep. I really am feeling quite good today and tonite and want to stay this way!! I'm really happy to be reading the latest Tracey Richardson novel (The Campaign) but I'm 1/2 way done and am finding it so hard not finish is too soom. She's a wonderful novelist and I love her stories! So I'll watch some TV and read before bed later on. All in all a good day today..... until tomorrow then ... be as happy as you can be Deana and rejoice in your life ... you have been given this second chance at living and never loose site of this fact ... stay in the moment, yesterday's in the past and tomorrow has yet to come!! If I always keep this in my conciouness I'll be a winner and a winner is what I truely want to be !!!