Well today is Sunday thanksgiving 2012. Turkey & pies et al but not for me. We sort of celebrated last weekend at Glens along with Mom and Dad for their 58th aniversary. I  sort of lounged around this morning since it was cold and a bit rainy. Weather was clearing after lunch a bit so scooted off to Mom & Dads for a short visit. Dad wasn't feeling so good by lunchtime so I went there instead of them coming to my place. Poor Dad is suffering so much more these last bunch of months. He's really tired and fed up with constant illness. He knows his body is slowly falling apart with his age and the years of major illnesses. It's hard for him and hard for us watching him and not being able to do anything for him except be around whenever he wants us. I don't help so much because because Dad and I have always had a hard time together because we are soooooo alike. Things that drives me crazy with him drives him crazy with me.  It has been somewhat volatile over the years but I am trying hard so long if I'm not around him for too long a period of time. I'm not proud of this behavior of mine but I has been much better in the last few years.  I always enjoy chitchatting with Mom since we seem to be growing deeper & closer as we both are aging. We talk every day at least once & I know eventually that will change but I try not to think about it too much. I wanted to go to the Rec Centre today for a bit of a work out but am finding it too easy to find excusses not to go. Glen & I will be really discussing/deciding if maybe I drop out until next spring. I'm really not sure at this point what I should do. Had my usual dinner and just watching the boob tube.....Today was a good and happy day....I liked it and the feelings I had all day.....nighty night....