I'm so amased how each day brings a whole mess of good and bad things that every single person goes through within their own journey and realities. I'm so so amazed how my emotions and wants or needs can alter the expectations and desires of any given moment. I'm feeling I'm in a somewhat kind of dreamy hazy frame of mind this very wet and cold Fall evening. I headed downtown late this morning for an appointment and got so thoroughy soaked and froze my face and fingers reafirming for me that I will soon be forced to put my Scooter away for the winter. I volunteer up at the hospital tomorrow so I've broken down and booked a ride on the Disability Buss. This will be my main source of transportation until next spring. It's the cheapest form of transportation available to me so I certainly should NOT complain. At least I will be able to get around over the winter. I just have to 'budget' it into my weekly funding. I managed to get back about an hour later and got myself dried and warmed up. Did I mention that I also broke down and turned on my apt heater. Another added expense to my very limited funds. Oh well, such is life....
Several other things happened today both very good and somewhat bad. I've been communicating with a cyber friend about very intimated details of both our lives. She lives in the states, I in Canada. Our lives have many strong and compelling similarities and I have turned the tide a bit and feel I may have lost our budding friendship. Through absolutely no fault of hers. I'll understand if she wants to sever the 'ties' but I'll be sad. Really sad. I seem to be able to communicate with her via cybersplace in a way like I've never been able to before with anyone ever. I'll just have to wait and see......I'm tired and should end this conversation with myself before I start going way to deep. I don't think I want to for fear of what it might do to me........until tomorrow then.......
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