WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW WOW....OMG I have something BIG to talk about. Right here Right now. I know what love feels like. I know now what unending passion feels like. I know what giving all of me to another feels like. I know what trust and honesty in another being feels like. I've been shown and so wonderfully and gentley taught these things by the most incredible loving woman.
She has helped me see and feel things that I always wanted to see and feel but never did or never could. She has taught me to love myself. To feel worthy and valuable not only for others but most incredibly to myself. I want to shout what I've learned from the highest mountains and deepest valleys. I want to tell the world, my friends, my family how I feel. How much joy and excitement and love I feel so deep within that this woman I love is the Soulmate I've been searching all my life for.. And my God I have found her. I was told in words and actions that this love I have is being returned. SHE TOLD ME SHE LOVES ME TOO. We started talking about midnight last night or even earlier. We discussed everything we experienced during the day. We discussed our thoughts, our feelings, fears and desires. We discussed very hard and difficult realities which we each are going through which are many. As usual we end these very deep and often difficult talks playing joyfully in a bit of fantasy. We laugh and cry with joy and such incredible ease and familiarity that it seems like we've been transported to a wonderful place to be alone together, be really be together, please each other and simply love each other. As we were in this special place together that is when and how she told me about her feelings and why she knew these to be true. She thanked me for showing her and allowing her to be who she was, is and wants to continue being. We have both learned so very much from the other. To me it is the purest way for two woman to share with and for each other and we both have come to this reality that neither expected together. My life today, right this very minute, is as complete as it can be and that make me the happiest woman alive. Thankyou Universe or God for shining your lite so very brightly upon us. You know how grateful and thankful we are. I love you my gayfriend (a name I refer to her as) ever so deeply and without reservation. I LOVE YOU !!!!!!
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