Jun 9/13 A thoughtful interresting Day

It's a beautiful Sunday afternoon. Started pulling out clothes to pack for my trip. This process will take most of the day for sure. I always pull out way to much stuff for a two week visit and spent way to much time changing my mind on what I need and want. You'd think I'd learn but apparently not but I am getting there slowly. Tomorrow I should receive the rest of my drug order and once I get it then I will start packing all that stuff. This is the most critical of everything and takes a lot of concentration so that I get what I pack right. I can't afford to run short of anything because it really can be life threatening for me if I screw it up. This is the part that worries me so much when I venture away from my home and my supplies. All the stuff I need to take with me fills a small suitcase. It is certainly never as simple as throwing some things together and leaving. It's so much more involved and intense than that but it is doable and I will prepare as best I can and then some. Nothing is going to stop me from seeing my kids. Absolutely NOTHING. So, I have the impetus to do this and the desire to have fun and enjoy every second. I have asked the universe to guide me and to be there with me during my vacation so I know it's going to be great and wonderful and I'm sure at times tearful. I just can't wait. My excitement is building up and getting ready to burst from my soul and heart. The WOWs are coming and I'm so ready for them. Being Sunday, I watched an insightful and inspirational service from CSL Toronto. I look forward to these services very much. I am determined to get to Toronto some weekend this summer to attend in person and actually meet some of the members and absorb the joy of being there in person. I don't know when or how but this will happen for me as I am demanding the Universe to show me the way and I will follow. I am so grateful to back listening to and absorbing some phenomenal thoughts and beliefs. Really I'm floored by this. Somewhere deep within my soul I have found home. I have found something that I have been looking for, either consciously or unconsciously, throughout my life. I know it and feel it and very much want to learn much more about it. I am happy, I can now begin to think that I'm reaching the happiest, surest journey in this life of mind that I've ever felt. There are people out there that the universe put in my path to learn from and to be so grateful for that my soul and my heart of hearts will never ever forget. Someday, it is my hope that I can help someone else to find what the Universe wants them to find. I want to give back for what I have been given. The Universe will determine this and guide me to this and through this. I am so filled with awe and joy these days. I am so looking where ever or what ever my journey takes me. I am not afraid of the unknown anymore nor am I skeptical about hearing things that I don't understand. I'm just in a state of WOW that is so fascinating to me.....