I've been so screwed up this week with getting days and dates all mixed up. Has caused me some grief but nothing major thank God. Today I worked up at the hospital starting at 8am so was up at 6 and headed out on my scooter by 7:15. I thought I had a therapist appointment at 3 so came home earlier than expected because I got really tired and wobly. Came home to rest up then headed out again for 3pm appointment and drop by the mall to order a borderline Personality Disorder manual my therapist recommended I purchase. I finally had enough saved up to buy it and should get it infew days time. Arrived early for therapy and signed in and waited around till a little after 3pm. Finally reception came and found me to say my appointment was until tomorrow at 3pm. I thought today was Thursday the 22nd but found out I was once again wrong and is only Wednesday the 21st. Stupid stupid stupid of me for not verifying once again the day and date before heading out. Again, Oh well at least I didn't miss the session and have to wait another 2 0r 3 weeks for another.
I will be talking to Kris later this evening to revisit a discussion started a few days ago. It could be bad as I have some things to say openly and honestly to her which she may or may not take offense to. After rereading our discussion of the other night the truth as to why I keep coming down hard on her girlfriend has finally become clear to me and I have to tell Kris why so she can make the determination if she can handle my why's or not. I's scared but I also know I have to tell my truth in this as our friendship is so totally based on truth and honesty at all cost. So keep your fingers crossed deana that it will not turn out as bad as I'm fearing but at least if she cuts it off and not me as usual than I know I can deal with this even though I don't want it to happen.
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