up 8:30 feeling good and happy
beautiful sunny morning, a bit cool
Watched CSLToronto service, extremely uplifting
Sat outside surrounded by Nature during the service
A wonderful mixture of two worlds that are so powerful to & so near and dear to my heart and soul
Got out on a good scooter ride and picked up some chocolate bars and bananas both of which I love and am addicted to
Sent some msg's to Kris and hope we can connect sometime later today or this evening
Spent the rest of the afternoon reading and watching movies
Dozed on and off all day due to boredom and hope it doesn't interfere with sleeping tonight
FB'd with Kris this evening but I'm feeling that maybe she is getting a little tired of my endless questions. I asked her if she maybe feels she'd like to take a break from me for a while
I'm feeling a little insecure tonight and am uncomfortable with these feelings
I asked her if she read the stuff I posted to her earlier during the day and she make a comment saying there was just so many of them. I'm uncomfortable with that response and feeling insecure. I don't like these feelings at all
Again I just don't feel like writing and only using the barest of words to record my day. This will pass and I'll get back to my usual ways soon I hope. I'm grateful for CSL and such a gloriously beautiful day today and my kids and friends. They all make my life worth living.
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