I awoke a little after 4am again this morning and it's really starting to affect me with all these too early mornings. It has rained all day and also been a very cool day. I didn't have anything on all day and was bored silly I don't know for how long I can be this bored and keep my depression at bay.
I did go to my brothers and had a really good dinner which I never have so at least physically my body, stomach, is feeling pretty good but my legs and arms are still aching quite a bit. Found out that my middle daughter made it back to Brock safe and sound and that she had bought her first car a month ago so drove herself for the first time to school all by herself. Maybe if she gets the time during the year she might be able to come and visit me, her grandparents and her Uncle. I sure hope so.I'll just have to wait and see and hope it comes to pass.
Kris was busy all day so only got a chance to chat a little bit but it's always nice when we talk. I look forward to the chats a lot.
I'm hoping we get the chance to continue with the conversation later as there are some pretty significant things that needs more talking about for both of us. I sent her a movie that I've watched and hope she gets the chance to see it sometime soon because it really has affected me on many different levels and she is the only person that will understand it as she is also gay.
So that is pretty almost all that happened for me this day. I hope I can sleep longer tonight and not wake up so friggin early again tomorrow......
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