Today has been really incredible. After such a tough and troublesome last several days, today has be like a breath of fresh and cleansing air for my soul. I received an unexpected request from a friend to meet up early this afternoon. We messaged back and forth until we could me here at my Apartment about 12:30pm. I was awake before 6am after many dreams about Kris in some form or another. I awoke in very good spirits and began preparing for the day. I headed off to my annual physical for 10am around 9. A little cool that early in the morning but certainly doable. Medical went well and he said my circulation was in really good shape which was a bonus. Got out of there a little past 11am so headed home to get my lunch before my friend was to come over. She lives in another town about 40 minutes drive away so did her groceries before meeting up with me.
It is always so amazing to me when the Universe ensures that paths are crossed when most needed. Well today the wonderful miracle happened to me. This friend and I got to know a little about each other due to our volunteering on the Pride Committee a couple of years ago. We often send little messages back and forth on FB but nothing much else. We after the difficult week I been experiencing poof she comes to visit. We sat outside on the curb of my parking lot just talking and sharing so many things. I talked a lot about Kris of course and how difficult our Friendship has been for me. This led to much more personal discussions about love, sex and masturbation among many other topics . We both shared our lifes experiences and lessons we have learned and are continuing to learn as life goes on. It was fabulous being able to chat about the things that are very personal and very important to me another woman other than Kris. She was never put off by anything I said and shared much of the similar things about herself and her Journey. Such an incredible WOW experience. I was totally relaxed and was very willing to Hear whatever she had to say. I thanked her so very much. She gave me the most incredible hugs and I willingly returned them. God the feel of a womans hug was so empowering to me. I have so needed a hug from a warm and very caring woman. Just what the Doctor would order. It was a great afternoon and one I will Cherish for a very long time to come.
My Brother is back from England and have arranged to meet briefly sometime over the weekend so I can bring him up to date on everything that has happened to me since he went away. I look forward to chatting with him and hearing all about his trip.
See my Councillor tomorrow afternoon and will have to prepare for the session as there is so much to talk about but only a very short time so I want to be precise so I can discuss as much as possible. I am looking forward to seeing her.
May have been exposed to TB and am required to get tested. I plan to do this Friday before work and to get checked on Monday after finishing work to ensure I have not contracted this illness. I do not expect that I was and that it is only a precautionary thing to ensure I have not. I am not at all worried about this.
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