YOWZY It's cold out there this morning but the Sun is shinning so beautifully bright I can't be in a bad mood. I even got my scooter out and did several errands downtown. I may have looked very cooky with all the stuff on and around me but I don't care what I may look like. I only care that I'm as warm as I can possibly can be and enjoy all that crisp air and sunshine outside.
A very quiet rest of the day at home. Looking forward to Skyping with my Oldest daughter later and talked with my other daughter briefly earlier this afternoon. I found a really neat saying and picture that I just had to send to my Ex. It reminded me so much of who he is. I hope he likes it.. I wish I could paste is here but don't know how to do that. Too bad really.
It's going to be another quiet night and day tomorrow but there is the coffee/chat tomorrow. I've sent out a reminder and really hope to see someone show up.
I'm not terribly upset but I really want to tell Kris about my last couple of days and have mentioned it to her a couple of times. But her being so busy she really doesn't remember this. I've also wanted to Skype with her but she won't as long as her son is awake and right now he's refusing to go to sleep much before 11pm again. Maybe his dad will get him to sleep as he is watching him tonight at her place while she attends her csl course. Her life is really becoming consumed with CSL and all the activities/courses they have there. I've learned through my cls group that you have to have a good income to be able to afford all there courses and of course live in the same city that they are offered which of course I don't even though I wish I did to both those scenarios. I will not lower myself again to being jealous, envious or demanding of Kris and her time. I know what that kind of behaviour cost me before and I never ever want to find myself there again. I have so much in my life to be thankful for and so much coming up to help me learn and put into practice what I learn to become and stay a better person. All I can say really is Thank God for OHIP otherwise I could never afford what I need the most as well as so many other things I need to actually stay alive! I am full of gratitude for all that I have
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