Oct.30/13 Can hardly walk but I'm Happy Today

This is a weird day as I'm experiencing lower back pain when I try to walk in a straight up normal fashion. I've had this happen numerous times in the past and am not sure what causes this to happen. I suspect I did something when I was out scootering in cold weather yesterday morning. Anyway it happens but I will push through this discomfort and head off later this afternoon to hopefully meet someone at the Coffee/Chat I've been attempting to get going downtown. I sure hope someone shows up so it will be a worthwhile effort. 

Totally AWESOME coffee/chat this afternoon. 3 lovely young women (late 20's early 30's) showed up and we spent a good hour talking, laughing and just enjoying the conversation. 1 woman I recently met from my involvement with the Pride Committee, her partner whom I've met a couple of years ago but didn't quite remember and the 3rd a just that has only very recently come out and good friend of the other two. I think I may actually, or at least hope, that this young woman will come again to another Chat as we have a lot in common. Just excactly how I envisioned and hoped things would be like when I began this journey. I sure hope it might work out for me and for any others who might attend future chats. I loved it and even sang loudly with the tunes playing in my ears on the way home. The day turned out lovely and relatively warm so I was able to take my Scooter for the nice refreshing trip.

Life is pretty darn good tonight other than I really don't expect to hear from Kris which is kinda sad but not unexpected. I'm ok about this though. I'm my attempts to express myself as I felt I should and as honestly as I could her silence does not surprise me. She and I will most likely maybe communicate next week or later with her ever increasingly busy life. Again I'm fine just a little frustrated and a bit sad.

Tomorrow is a quiet day with nothing scheduled so will maybe work on cleaning my apartment (dust, vacuum, laundry) as it is past due and needs my attention. I will look for all the little miracles and keep my smiles plentiful and see what happens.