Up at a reasonable hour this morning and in a calm state of mind. When it warms up a little I will bundle up in 'winter' clothes (YUK) and scooter downtown. It's getting really cold but am not yet ready to give up my scooter.
A totally unexpected but awesome thing happened this morning. I received a call from my therapist. My first thought was 'oh no, she's calling to cancel our session later in the week'. But that was not the reason. She called to say there was an opening in the group therapy for people with Borderline Personality Disorder and was I still interested in participating. YES I said. Originally I believed I would not have the opportunity until next January or February. Then at my last session I had asked Margo if that was still the case. She told me that it would not probably happen for at least a year from now. I was devastated and somewhat freaked out by this news. We were going to talk about it and my fears at our next session later this week. I have an intake session tomorrow morning at 8:30am tomorrow and I guess I'll find out when I start. It's a year long commitment, once a week but I am so ready to commit to this with all my heart and soul, YES I AM!!
I happily informed my family of the news throughout the day. Since the weather is so cold and rainy now I will get up early and call a cab to take me. Nothing else much happening tonight but that's OK. The rest of this week is going to be busy for me and am looking forward to it all.
I am so very happy the Universe has answered my prayers in making this very important chapter in my journey come into being so soon. I am so grateful to Margo for helping me through my journey with her to get to this point in time. I'm even kind of grateful to Kris in a way that I'm sure will only help me as well to begin this slow phase into eliminating or at least severely curbing both our relationships towards each other. It's all good really and probably well past due.
I sent my daughter my wish list for over the next year of which I'm excited about discussing with her sometime to see how we might be able to work together in seeing some of it come to life. I am excited and very happy with the direction my journey is seemingly headed right now.
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