Nov.09/13 Saturday Showers Again with Nothing Much Happening

Well It's Saturday and I had to get some money today. Since I really had nothing to do as usual on Saturdays I called the disability bus and headed downtown to the bank. I went up to the counter and realized that I had left my wallet on the bus. A little panicky and beginning to shake I had enough sense to call the bus depot to explain my predicament. I was pissed at my stupidity and carelessness. I hadn't done this in a very long time. She radioed the Driver and sure enough he found my wallet and was headed back to the bank thank God. Got it and did my banking, went to the convenience store across the street to get my chocolate fix then called a cab for home. I needed to get myself pulled back together. When I do things like that it really shakes me up and I needed to get calmed down. At home I ate and decided I wanted to visit mom and dad this afternoon. I booked the bus and headed back out around 2:20pm. Had a really nice visit with Mom and Dad. Back home I was tired so dozed for about an hour or so then ate my usual dinner. I'm amazed I haven't yet tired of the exact same things I eat every day, twice a day for months and months now but I haven't and have absolutely no interest in eating anything else. Wonder what this will do to my system and life. It will probably cause me a much earlier death some day but I just seem to not care as I keep doing it. That and smoking heavily. I exchanged brief chats with Carm and Tobie. Nothing else happening for the rest of the weekend but am looking forward to watching my CSL Service tomorrow morning. That's it, that's all for this rainy cold Saturday night.