Woke up early today actually an hour before my alarm was set to go off. I'm looking forward to starting the Group Therapy and seeing just what it is going to be like. The bus picked me up and as organized as I was I still managed to forget the manual. They provided me with the modules copies so I could take notes and follow what was going on This program is going to both intense and a lot of personal work and commitment. I'm all in this to get the most out of it that it has to offer. I can see nothing but positivity coming from this and that both excites me and makes me so happy that it's finally getting started.
I came home and was pretty tired so just sat around and tried to doze. Not really successful at that but I was calm and peaceful which is almost as good as a rest. I had weird headache and Right eye aches this afternoon, actually woke up this morning with it. I think it is a mild from of migrane as I've had this happen over the years but not in a long time. I use to get all freaked out about it but am much more calm the last few times which really has helped.
I chatted on and off with Carm about her day and mine. We discussed the BBQ/Games night this Saturday and she will pick me up and I'll get a couple of things to take. Probably some fruit and maybe cookies or chips or something. Salsa maybe. I assured her that should she fell uncomfortable or not really wanting to be there, we'd leave immediately without question. My goal is to introduce her to others within our Community and try to set something up for her to meet ladies her own age to hopefully make friends with. I'm happy to help her anyway I can with this.
Low and behold I actually heard from Kris this evening via a brief FB msg. She apparently has some time to talk late tomorrow morning for an hour or so. She asked if I'd like to Skype and I readily agreed. She'll send me a note when she is ready. I'm looking forward to telling all that is happening with me, hearing about how things are going with her life and asking her for some feedback on a couple of other things. I'm not holding my breath until we actually connect on Skype and am certainly not going to allow myself to get upset should she cancel. I'm figuring if I expect the worse then I won't get bummed out and I can and will live with that.
Wanting to tell Kelsey about my group but haven't heard back. If she contacts me, great and if she doesn't I'm Ok with that too. I'm working so hard on not being pushy nor demanding with her. She is the very busy one, not me and I've told her that.
All in all a good day today with so much to be grateful for. I'm happy. I'm very content and I have so much to look forward to. Being at peace within my mind is such a beautiful gift to feel and I like it so very much.
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