A much better day today than has been over the last few days. Got may 2014 computer calendar update with everything for the next 2-3 weeks, Rescheduled appointments previously double booked, booked Bus for as much as was available. Recorded if it's a bus picking me up and bringing me home or if I have to call cabs in the Calendar. I got all my recyclables organized and ready to be put out tomorrow as well. Carm came over to try and get things working with the Games I want to play on my computer. She did a bunch of other stuff all of which I have no idea what. I started to cry because I just get my brain to concentrate on things she was asking of me. I got frustrated and felt like such a stupid person. I had to leave the room and cried for a bit in my room. I apologized to Carm for this but she seemed to be OK with it and did not ask me to many more questions after that. Told her I will pay her for all the help she's been giving to me. She said not to bother but I will decide on an amount or buy her something as I believe she deserves something. Although some things got screwed up pretty bad after she changed stuff but I don't care. For now things are working not so bad and that's a good thing in my books. Arrange to go to a movie with Glen tomorrow afternoon and he said he will take me to the bank and to the grocery store to pick up some supplies to get through the weekend into next week. Looking forward to getting back into my routines next week with everything since everyone is now back to work. YAHOO I`m so ready to be a bit busy again. I will be trying to set up some one on one counciling with Margo to talk about just what all happened with me over these couple of weeks. Group Therapy starts on Tuesday so will talk with Margo then.
Looking forward to some shows starting p with their new season. So bored with programming in the last while. Started a new good book yesterday so that should keep me occupied when getting ready to sleep at night.
So compared to yesturday today I`m classifying as a very good and successful day. The day passed really quickly for me instead of dragging on and on. Even curled up in my chair with an old pillow and dozed for about 3 hours this afternoon. Tonight I`m feeling good, feeling happy with no anxiety ant that so good a feeling that I`m calm with no tears threatening to exscape down my cheeks.
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