Today my oldest child and daughter Kelsey has bought with her long time Boyfriend Bryan their very first home. I feel old with this news but that is OK. I feel such elation and joy for the two of them with this next stage in their growth and lives together. Once they are settled in their new home they will get engaged and married. After all that is complete they will begin a family. I can't wait to move back home so I can be a part of their lives so close to them. I'm getting more and more excited to get all the shit that needs to be organized and done up here to make this move become the reality I hope for. I want to be near my Child when the time arrives to help with a new born grandchild. It's what life is all about isn't it. The never ending cycle and to find the peach and joy of living in the moment and not the past nor the future. This will happen for me as the Universe guides to where I need to be exactly when I need to be there. So wonderful knowing this deep within my heart and soul.
I also spend a good hour on the phone with Sue discussing many varying things about my session with Margo yesterday and Sue telling me of the really good day she had yesterday after group. She let herself actually buy herself a dress that was somewhat different from what she has usually bought herself in the past. She has never bought something for herself. Always for everyone else. She never believed she deserved to do that but she`s changing and changing and growing in self esteem and strength. She wore it over to pick up Ed and he immediately noticed and complimented her on how good she looked. Her daughter even complimented her in her own way. Sue returned back home and promptly threw out the receipt and bag it came in. Something she also has not experienced doing for many years. I can`t be more proud of her and happy for her. Such a wonderful sharing together via a phone call. We both promised to keep this friendship in tack when I return to Ottawa via FB, email and phone calls. It`s extremely important for both of us.
I picked up groceries so I`ll have enough over the next bunch of days. I volunteer at Summerfolk all weekend and am so looking forward to it and everything else I can experience. The concerts, the entertainers workshops, the crafts, Everything I can absorb while at the same time ensuring that I will take care of myself throughout the weekend. Should be fun and a happy experience for me.
That more or less covers the main events of this day. I am so grateful for my kids, all 3 of which I`ve shared msg`s with today. I am grateful for Sue being in my life in such a trusting and wonderful way. I am grateful that I can chat with Franny, Bryan`s mom, about our kids and their achievements. She is going to be related to me eventually via Bryan witch is so wonderful indeed. She, I feel and know, will be a wonderful caring Mother-in-law to Kelsey and I hope she feels the same about me and her son Bryan. I love Bryan so much and respect him implicitly.
A Great wonderful day today has been. YAHOO
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