Oh shit were to begin this week. Lots of great things have been happening and a few not great things too. But all in all things are good and I'm happy and content. I've counted my blessings daily for my life and all that it entails and am so grateful for what I have and it sure is ALOT
Made contact with Kris and we will hopefully talk via phone or maybe even Skype in the middle of the week next week. All depends on weather Kris remains available at that time. If not I'm more than OK with it. I don't really need to talk with her but it would be nice to catch up on each others lives. Regardless, she will always remain a friend that I will always care about.
I'm working hard at completing my assignments for my Group Therapy and now, finally, I have a working method to do this and it's working well for me.
I will meet with Margo my councillor on Monday afternoon and am looking forward to this. I have nothing but good things to discuss with her and absolutely nothing bad, upsetting or negative to report. I AM SO MUCH STRONGER IN MY SEL-ESTEEM AND LOVE OF ME. What incredible growth she's guided me through. Absolutely NO Suicidal thoughts what so ever over the last many months. If I keep working on all that I'm learning I've turned a milestone massive corner in my life and am continually gaining confidence and faith that I can and will stay the course. I'll never ever know this for sure but I do know that I will continue to work hard and steady to keep this wonderful life I've fought so hard to achieve. I do love being happy and I do know that I and I alone am the ONLY person that can do this for me. Never ever anyone else like I always tried hard to find and make them do this for me. I'm finally acting like the 54 yr old woman that I am and I like it!!!
I have been really enjoying my budding friendship with Sue. We get each other and laugh a lot about a lot of things. We are each others bouncy Balls when working through some issue as we have had very similar lives but also very different experiences and troubles throughout our lives. A good dear friend to have discovered and who I'll miss terribly when I move away from here.
I'm sure there's been many other things that happened over the week but can't pull the memories from my brain. Suffice it to say that whatever experiences I've forgotten I've been able to successfully handle them with no regrets. Pretty darned neat too me that I'm able to at this time to handle all that is placed before me with success and contentment.
Today is Sunday and am looking forward to CSL service for a dose of nourishment.
I have an abundance of gratitude for all the people in my life. They all teach me so many wonderful things and bless me with their presence in my life. My heart is full of love and joy and the willingness to give all that I can. Love and peace within forever nourishes me. Namaste!
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