I have a new Meditation that Kris sent me the other day. I've been wanting to get back to this practice and this Meditation, only 11 minutes long, has captured me. Since I received this wonderful gift I have been captured again. I've listened to it many times each day and now am starting and ending my day. I love it. Try it out if you're into meditating. Here it is for your pleasure :https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=rR0T6-0liVE should you be inclined.
My last Diabetic appointment was yesterday with my diabetic team. If was a very good couple of hours of reviewing everything. Things are pretty good with minor adjustments made to my Pump and review of a few tests I must begin doing to prevent Ketoacidosis from occurring. When that happens I end up in Emergency with IV's to get my body back to a controlled state. I promised the Team I would really make the effort to enact these tests.
Unfortunately my session with my Therapist Margo was cancelled at the last minute. This upset me because I really need to see her with all the shit I've be going through.
Very exhausting but great day for me. Had my physical and all is AOK with that. However I had a lot of trouble and needed his wonderful nurse help me undress and then dress. I was too unstable and shaky. I'm glad that I have no issue about being totally in the buff. I got over my timidness years ago as there's just been too many doctors do way to many things to me to care about Docs and nurses seeing me (now helping) to worry about what my body looks like. In other words I'm good with that kind of stuff.
Then I headed up to the Hospital to see Margo. She still had me booked for today on her calendar. The 2 hour wait at the hospital was definitely worth it. The session was excellent and we covered a lot of stuff needing to be talked about. And will begin starting my closure with her once I have a firm date for my move. I'm going to hate losing Her but she gave me great information to find a therapist that works with BPD clients. She also made a great suggestion of creating general time lines for all the things I want to begin and accomplish when I move. What a great suggestion to help me plan ahead. I will start working on this over the next Month. She also gave me good information regarding meditations online. All in all it was a really wonderful session. I love Margo for all she has done to guide me to where I am today. She's a GEM to have experienced in my struggles and many have moved to her and many are always waiting. Some people I've known well some just briefly. The woman knows her stuff. I will forever be so grateful for being blessed to have had her in my Life for so long.
Mentioned to my Brother that I am interested in an Apt right downtown Ottawa. It's expensive but has so much to offer me. He of course thought it was a bad idea which I expected but is open and willing to work with Kelsey and I to see if it could be possible. God I've love to live downtown. There's so much to do down there. Time will tell to see what's what. Kelsey has to go there and see the apartments and determine if it could be a place I could live. So much to be considered due to all my special needs.
Today I am grateful for just being alive. I am grateful to my GP for he has been a wonderful doc to and for me. Of course I grateful my Wonderful therapist Margo and grateful to Theresa the Disability Bus Driver for fitting me in to ensure I could get to everything today. She's a wonderful woman and we talk a lot when I'm riding the bus. I am also extremely grateful for my cat Rocky for just being here in my life. He's a wonderful gift that I never thought I'd have. When I pet him he purrs like a lion but I know he's happy and content when he does that and He lets me hold his tail and run it through my fingers. I've never had a cat that like this and He does Always. That's beautiful and very affectionate to me that he trusts me that much. I LOVE it every time which is a lot. He's my cutie pie for sure
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