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Friday, 19 October 2012

All talked out tonight

I have spent about the last 4 hours or so cyber chatting with a friend. We have not known each other very long but I think, no I know, that we are both enjoying the new connection. The more questions we ask of each other the more we are finding out just how parallel our lives really are. On the one hand a little freaky but on the other really quite fascinating. Really, how does this meeting up in cyberspace come into being? Is it fate? Is it a 'god' experience at work? Is it just plain old luck? I'd love to hear what other people think about this type of phenomenom. In into a deep thinking kind of head space tonight. A good space. A gently kind of space. Comforting to me on this kinda cold Friday night. Weekends can be a bit stressful for me as I've talked about before. The aloneness, the quiet. Its weekends that make me really want to have a kittie cat to keep company with. To love. Totalk to and cuddle with. I know, I know a substitute in place of a person. But I really do love little furry animals. They love totally unconditionally. Such a wonderful thing. I've known people who have been able to love another in such a way but not many. Not enough .  Oh well, such is life. I have had another wonderful day ... work at the hospital busy but good. Chatted with a friend, again good. Great sleep last night and up at a reasonable hour. Looking forward to bed with my book which I'm really into.  Love a good book, love reading, love losing myself in a well written mystery. So...I have so much to be grateful for and I really am grateful. All I have to do is maintain my feelings and good thoughts tommorow and Sunday. so I'm saying to myself: you can do it, you will do it, you will enjoy the time....just keep reminding yourself of how good you feel when why you let it in, let become you...I know there are some things that I seem to keep putting off talking about....maybe tomorrow I'll try to tackle them.........

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