A little Indian summers day is good for the soul

One absolutely georgous day today. Bright sunny day and much warmer than last many days. What more could one possibly want. Nothing by this individual. I dusted off my scooter and hit the roads. I accomplished alot of much wanted and needed chores this afternoon. Yahoo. I was happy with my day until I hit the Rec Centre (the 'Y'). Wanted in of Yoga Classes and costs. Was informed I could not take any classes that have a fee associated with it. I was miffed and asked why. Since my membership cost is reduced due to financial situation their policy is that one can not take any of these classes since they believe if I had the money for a class then I should give that money to the 'Y'. I said that I had given up other things in order to save the money to do this. That I wanted to take the course to learn how and what to do safely so that I could continue doing what I learned within my home. Informed them that I've tried to do other activities like water exercises and equiment routines but that it was too difficult for me so I haven't been going very much. I was searching for something that fit my illnesses as well as stimulate my enthusiasm to continue. That held no interrest for the person I was talking with. I requested names of next level manager and CEO of the Centre. Someone is to call me back tomorrow to discuss further. I'm not expecting any give in their policies so I'll most likely cancel my monthly membership fee and then pay the non-member fee to take the 12 week course. It probably end up be a little cheaper. Really, what's the point of paying a monthly fee when I know I'm not going to use the facility on a regular basis. I have had time to cool off and think it through and know how I'll proceed with this. When I get that upset I lose control of my emotio and start to cry uncontrollably. Thank GOD I was at home after the lengthy phone call. I'll see what tomorrow brings and go from there. Since I've figured out what I'm going to do I'm not frustrated or angry anymore. The line of thinking and doing is so wonderful for me. I never was able to workthrough any frustrations or anger issues like I seem to be able to now more and more often. I'm seeing and feeling such positive results of this new behaviour of mine. I'm doing and saying things like I never could when attempting to express anger or frustrations. I'm no longer causing fear in others with uncontrolled outbursts of rage. I'm proud of this me. I'm happy with this me. I really want to continue evolving and growing in this calmer me that I now am experiencing. Lets see what tomorrow brings and forget it for this evening. Enjoy whatever this night brings deana. You had a great day with just a little bump in your path...NO BIG DEAL......