Georgeous Day chases depression away....

Set my alarm clock last night to make sure I'd crawl out of bad at reasonable time this morning. Only spent an hour hitting the snooze buttom. Feet hit the floor about 8:45am. Immediately read emails, facebook msgs and briefly chatted with my cyberfriend. Got myself together and actually took the proper pills. I forgot to take them yesterday. Deffinitely not a good nor smart thing to do when fluctuating mood swings have been happening again. Anyway, took them and within a more proper time frame. The day was georgeous so headed downtown on my Freedom Mobile. Yahoo.... Did many things like banking, bookstore, ordered a beautiful nude picture I've been saving for for months, shopping and dropped into another wonderful store I love browsing through. If I had more money there are many things I could get from there. Some day some things will end up in my home for sure just not today. Came home and talked online a little with some friends. Took some time on taking care of me and just was very comfortably lazing around. I'm still in a bit of a glow from yesterdays chitchats. They really had a good positive affect on me. A real nice peaceful kind of thing. My meditations are at a complete standstill but I have them to access when I'm ready. I'm just not yet willing to commit myself. Don't know why this is so but it is. I'm not stressing over it but do want to get back to it. I know it will happen when it happens. I'm looking forward to volunteer session at the hospital tomorrow. Need a dose of giving back since it's kinda been a week of taking....I've been reading some other blogs and find it very interresting how people write and what they write about. This is still holding great fascination for me. A great way to pass time when feeling a little lonely and don't really want to settle into a book or good TV show......Keep smiling deana, today life is really quite great !