Wow - The most intriguing, wonderful, mindful day online with a fellow blogger & dear friend !!

Were do I begin....amazing day...totally lost within the mind and experiences of a friend whom I've never personally met. One of the rare meetings of mind and soul that we all look for but are only blessed with our crossing paths on the rarest and most totally unsuspecting times. This friendship for me is one of those times. I'm talking with my oldest child (23) and so desparately trying to convey these feelings of what's been going on with me and the incredable joy I'm receiving from this encounter. I think she understands. She's a very compassionate young woman and understands people in a way that I'm only now really understanding. Another, true and pure blessing for me. Well she tells me some totally mind blowing fantastic news that made me scream with joy so very loudly. She told me she's coming all this way to see me (8 hrs drive) Dec.7th. I'm so filled with Joy and happy tears that I so want to shout from some unseen rooftop. I'm soon to call my parents and let them know. They will be sooooo happy to see their Granddaughter so unexpectedly. We are a very close familly. I'm having trouble concentrating right at this moment. So I'll put this aside for awhile and come back when I can refocus my mind on what I really set out to blog about...I've come back but still not sure If I can focus....just spent the last hour sending out some msg's to some other women I got close to during my years when living in the retirement home. There were 4 staff that I befriended and they me. One was the Director of the Home, one the head of the Medical Department, one the Marketing Director and finally the manager of staff and eventual director. All loving, compassionate, very caring people. I couldn't help being pulled into wanting to befriend them. and believe me when I say that because of my actions and behaviours I made it extremely difficult for them to remain friendly with me. I can only bless their beautifuls souls that they did remain friends with me. I lived there for six years and they all came at different times and they were all my age or younger by a decade or two but that didn't bother me at all.These four people all served a great and wonderful purpose in my life and I could never ever express my deepest appreciations for what they meant to me. At least I am able at this moment to verbalize this to myself with upmost truth and feeling....I think think I've really reached a point that I can't continue. I somewhat exhausted and have neglected everything else today. But I wouldn't change a single thing.  It's so true that we have absolutely no idea of whats coming down nor when it comes. One of lifes little mysteries that I do like...I'm wondering what tormorrow's going to bring........................