My kids are the complete centre of my existence

God is the only entity in this world that can know and understand the purest love of all. That of a parent for their child or children. I was unexpectly given a sudden impulsive chance at expressing this love to my girls. I had no way of contacting my son but will do the same to him when the opportunity presents itself. A friend keeps saying that the universe is setting the pace and circumstance for things to happen when and how they should. I'm not totally clear on wether Universe and God are the same but I think that is what she is meaning. I guess that's something should clarify with her so we can be on the same wavelength.  What I'm trying to write is that with events and discussions that I was so involved with emotionally and intellectually for most of the day with this same friend Itput me in this sudden need to express myself in a way like I hadn't for a very long time (this used to kind of nauseatemy kids when I spoke to them this way when they were teens) but tonight I felt the need very deep within my soul. I sent the same msg to both girls: 

hey babe....mommy loves ya <3 <3 <3 forever and always 

I rec'd immediate replies from both:Thanks mom, love you too :)  from my younger daughter, then followed by my older daughter: Xox thanks mom love you to the moon and back

Well those so immediate responses brought tears to my eyes and my older daugters saying brought a flood of good memories from good times a very long time ago. This prompted me to reply as I did to my oldest daughter:
 

ooohhh I haven't heard that for for such a long long time....I immediately see the daddy bunny stretching his arms to the moom with his little baby bunny......You know I've kept 3 very important kiddie books we all read over and over and over, in the bed and over and under your beds....I have kept them to give them back to you, tobie and quinny for you all to create memories with you own eventual children.....like I was able to do with each of you.... <3

These happy joyful memories are just what I was needing tonight. I needed their love and to feel their love and god gave me that with such vividness and clarity. I again realize and feel the blessings in my life and the pure joy in be able to accept what has been provided.....Me, Myself and I are truly blessed with this life and Me, myself and I am so very grateful to be able to see this with such clarity.......

 

For anyone who might see this it's my testament to showing the love I have for my children and what their love for me does for me.....Life can be so beautiful when and if I just stay out of my own path and just let the journey flow.......Try deana to always remember this evening and the revelations it presented to you.......