Coping within the limitations of my Life

My God this life I'm leading is so crazy. I am so totally caught within the love that I feel is deepening so profoudly ever day, ever hour, every friggin minute. It isn't scaring me like I once thought it would. It doesn't feel wrong or that I'm cheating with the spouce of another. It feels so right, so fabulously right for me for us. She continuely takes me higher and higher and apparently I am doing that with her and to her. I now readily explain my love to her to anyone who'll listen to me. I can talk endlessly about her. My god, we both so want to actually meet in the most profound physical way. But that will always remain alusively undeterminable. I am pretty much good with that now, today but I can not speak to the future. Deep deep down I really know that this probably will never materialize but I'm full of hope and wishes and you never know what the future holds for any of us. Today, I'm good great actually. I'm happy and feeling carefree. Things are starting to progress with the LGBT committee with lots of emails flying aroud as action items from Sunday are being addressed. I have none at this point but hope to be able to contribute more after the  meeting next month. I spent alot of time on the phone today with my friend while she flew home. I'd bought a calling card but I couldn't get it to work. She called me this morning while waiting in Baltimore and I called her on my land line when landed in Missouri. I hope to get things figured out so I can use the card I bought so we can talk more often. We never, ever are at a loss for things to talk about. Just know babe I so love and cherrish you, your kind and soulful heart. Everyday my belief that u are my soulmate brought to me by God deepens. Profoundly so!