A Reality check I should have been aware of a long time ago

After I published my last blog I began to realize something that I should have realized and discussed a long time ago. I have taken extreme liberties with what I have put out there for others to read. I had not given much thought to the privacy concerns of someone that means so much to me nor the possibililities that my conversations could actually hurt her very very much. So I did what needed to be done. I went straight to this person and and finally asked for her honest opinions regarding this very important thing that has been so helpful to me but possibly dangerous to her. After some moments of obvious thought she answered me with such honesty and feeling. She said that yes over time she had felt concern and worry but she also felt that it was my blog and I had the right to talk about whatever I felt I needed to talk about so continue as I felt I needed to. This is why I love this person so very much. She gave me her permission to talk about her even though  it was, at times, stressful. I immediately knew that after today I would no longer write about her in this format again. I will find some other way to express myself and my life experiences so that it is not only theraputic for  me but  also so very safe and secure for her. This person is and will continue to be my very best and loving  friend and the person I love unconditionally for however long that I'll be blessed to express my love for her. So I don't know what I'll write about in this blog from now on or even if at all. I still have to really think about it but I can never again put her trust in me in jeopardy. I can't worry about what I've done since I never had any conscious thoughts as to the possible danger but now that I am aware I would never ever be able to live with the knowledge that I could be the cause of an pain that may come her way. I know she reads my blogs so here is my promise to my very dear friend.....no more discussions about my connection to you. Ever. Ever......I love u