Adjusting

I'm adjusting to the new way of things within my life. I'm good, actually very good and content. I even saw my parents today since I haven't seen them since Christmas eve. I let myself get so caught up in my make believe fantasy life that I had more or less cut everything out. So much so that I had neglected my health to the point of near collapse. This I should not do nor allow it to happen again. When this happens I could actually set myself up for severe depressions and possilble death. I can not ignore all the various health issues, meds, doctors or anything like that. I need to get everything back into an alignment that is both safe and healthy. I am now very ready and wanting to do this. So, I am happy to have reached this place. I am happy that I'm ready to take back control of what I should never have lost control of in the first place. I've learned what love feels like and could wonderfully be but with that I've learned I have to do it the old fashioned way. I have to actually meet and greet any potential friend not to mention anyone that I might like more than a friend. As the spring begins to approach I will concentrate more on getting out and getting involved in whatever may be out there. I hope stop procrastinating and making excuses for not meeting people. It is me and  me alone to battle and overcome and succeed and I really really want to meet people. I have all this passion within me and want and need to share this with another or others. So this I romise myself to do. Not just think about doing it but DO IT. Join some type of sport activity and begin to make friends. Join something that includes women between 40-60 yrs to stay within my peer group. You just put your mind deana to this and JUST DO IT.....I feel good, I feel happy, I feel very content this day......