Stuff, lots of really good stuff

I realized that I haven't had a need to write lately. That tells me I like where my heart and soul are and that my love is reciprocated also that I so very comfortable with the agreements we made to and for each other are working. We have very delibertly put our own needs before anything else. We have put our Friendship first and formost above all else. But most importantly we both know so very deeply that it is love we feel for each other and that some day somewhere we will meet face to face. We will discover together if what we have and feel is truely real and wanted by both of us. Someday I look so forward to that happening for us both regardless of it's outcome. This past weekend I finally saw her for the first time. She set herself up to skype and we connected yesterday morning. Oh my God shes so beautiful. We had to  laugh because we both had just woken up and looked like hell. We joked that we were seeing each other live for the first time at our absolute worst. We didn't care. We were just enjoying being able to see and talk to each other. She toured her whole beautiful home for me so now I have another visualization when she tells me what she is doing and where sheès doing it I was able to show her some of my place but not all because my battery has failed and ièm tethered to my living room wall....another day another time Ièll be able to show her. I canèt believe the beautiful gifts I was given this weekend. She was able to briefly skype me today as well. Ièm so blessed. I love her so much. My life is really good and OK and Ièll hold onto these feelings and keep them close to my heart.....