March 18/13 Good & Happy Day

Today I'm feeling somewhat old. It's my twin nephews 27th Birthday today. Since I was in my mid 20's when they were born it it won't be too long before they get to their 3rd decade which will then make me close to my 6th decade. EEEKKKSss thats freaky but at least aging for me is something that has never bothered me. I've been experiencing a calmness and peace of mind as I age that I never had when younger. So aging is welcomed and blissful. So long as my health holds up then all should be aok. Tomorrow my friend and are celebrating our 1st annual LezboFest which we've been obsessing over and laughing hysterically while working on it for several days now. I think we have about 8 movies lined up to watch. We've already decided on the order with which we'll view them. As I said yesterday we've taken the whole concept further by opening a blog and developing plans to create an actual Festival with musicians and comedians both Canadian and American. Just a whole bunch more fun and games to work on and play with. I visited my GP today and everything is pretty good. I'm cancelling the specialist I'm supposed to see early next month since I'm so convinced that it is just the MS that was rearing it's ugly head a few months ago. I'm even about to begin weaning off some pain meds that I'm taking since my legs also seem to be not as painful and disruptive as they were a couple of months ago. Again another MS issue that comes and goes. Spent an hour talking with one of my girls on the phone for over an hour this afternoon and that was wonderful since I hadn't talked with her for a while. Just a nice afternoon and I'm feeling love in my heart and love for others that are close to me. Can't wait to head back home in June and physically see my kids and hug them all to death for as long and as often they'll let me. Which, of course, at their age is probably not too much. So, deana enjoy the peace you are feeling today and just let things happen as they come. Everything, deana, happens for a reason when they are supposed to happen.