May 17/13

Today I worked up at the hospital volunteering and It was nice to get out of the apt. and be busy for the afternoon. I rode up my scooter as it was a gloriously beautiful day today. It was steady but not too busy so I was able to shuffle along ok. I'm really drained today with very little energy. Maybe the last weeks stress and strain has caught up with me. Not much if anything happening this weekend so I'm pretty much house bound as I have no money for anything until next week. My daughter Kelsey is off to Toronto for a wedding so won't be home until Sunday night or Monday so won't be able to talk with her this weekend either. I'll just have to keep my mind occupied as I stopped smoking about 24hrs ago and have not as yet put the patch on. I'm just taking a wait and see approach to this. Just knowing I have the patch should I need it is helping me. Also, not having money to buy ciggies is helpful too. I'm really really missing my friend and have periodically checked her FB page but she has not posted anything but so far I have kept my word to myself and have not contacted her. I'm really determined not and let time heal all wounds. Not much else to talk about today so we'll see what tomorrow brings tomorrow...Keep breathing deeply deana and keep positive thoughts and feelings.....you are doing good and can be proud of where your at deana....keep smilin baby just keep on keeping on....