I awoke this morning with a mixture of anxiety and excitement about talking with my friend later in the morning. I needed to hear her voice and try and articulate this lost feeling I had been experiencing for the last week or so. I got up a little before 7am and had a lot of time to think and feel. I smoked a lot of cigarettes before I noticed another really close friend was on FB so made a phone call to her and low and behold she answered and I really enjoyed our conversation so much. Shortly after ending that call another great friend of mine skyped me and again had another wonderful, uplifting chat as she filled me in on her trip to Costa Rica and then Boston where she lived for about 13 years before returning to Alymer, Quebec. where she grew up. What a fantastic trip she had and I demanded that she get off her duff and send me some pictures ASAP. Again a short conversation but really uplifting for me. Finally my American friend sent a msg that she was free and awaiting my call wihich I immediately initiated. We talked for well over an hour and talked about so many things. I tired my best to convery what had been happening with me and what some of the causes that I felt made this happen. It was cathartic for me and I believe for her as well. So that was my most incredible morning and it provided me with the strength and desire to get out on my Scooter and head downtown to get a few needed errands done. I'm back home, tired but feeling so much happier and energized on an emotional level that has been missing from me for too long. And think that the day is only at 3:30. a lot of things to do but am excited to get working on them.
I received a whole bunch of pictures from my daughter out in Banff which was so wonderful to see. this evening after dinner I felt ready and wanting to meditate which I did. Not a successful as I would have liked but at least it's a start again and am looking forward to meditating again tomorrow.
I am in a much happier and gentler place tonight and am enjoying the quiet time as there's nothing much happening this evening. But that's just fine for me right now and am looking forward to my session with Margo, my councillor tomorrow. There is just so much I am grateful for this evening least of which are my three friends that I got to speak with today. I have so much more faith within me that tomorrow will bring me more little miracles and that the Universe will once again be be with me guiding me along on my journey and is the Devine being that knows all and only puts challenges before me to learn from and grow.....NAMASTE
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