Woke this morning feeling much more relaxed and calm. A credible improvement from last nights stresses. Typed with Kris who, as always, asked questions of my mood that made me thing and analyse my thoughts before answering her. Of course I ran out of time but really actually getting use to the stop watch she puts on my when chatting with me. This boundary she has implemented is working well for her and slowly I'm getting better at dealing with this which is all good for our friendship.
I took off on the scooter this morning to pick up a few groceries and decided when I got back home to head downtown after lunch to drop in at community centre. I talked with Disability Committee staff member about putting me on the next agenda as I want to express my concerns about how I and I know others feel about our usefulness or importance to this Ontario Gov't directive. I asked for 5 mins or to have Pam call me to discuss before hand. Time will tell if I'll be able to or allowed to express my concerns.
I also dropped into the Clerk's office to get application for the Housing Committee I want to apply for the 2013/2014 session. The applications won't be ready until November sometime so will just have to wait. I need to go back to the office and tell them that and ask if possible she could mention me to the board so that maybe they could recommend me if they feel I'll be of assistance to this committee or not. Either way is fine with me. Just applying and expressing an interest is very good and a continuation of my desire to help in areas that have be so good to me during my illnesses.
I plan on going on the patch this evening to assist me to quit smoking once again. I made an appointment with Family Health team Contact for the Smoking Programme that helped so much to quit for almost a whole year before this relapse. He will see me at 11am tomorrow which I'm really happy he can see me right away for this.
Hopefully Kris and I will get to chat a bit again tonight when her son is at Scouts with his Dad. I hope so. Other than that I'll just be here at home watching TV and reading. Thank God I am still interested in the book I'm reading. I know I've read it before but can't remember enough of it that it still holds an interest for me.
I am grateful for this incredible day (sunny and warm) and the love in My heart for all I have come in contact with.
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