Amazingly just one more 'sleep' until I'm back home for a week. I'm beyond excited and what a feeling of joy and happiness. To be able to stay with Kelsey and Bryan in their new home is a gift that is beyond words. 25 years ago this tiny first born daughter entered my life through the miracle of birth and wow she's all grown up now. Day by day you think time goes so slow then poof it's a quarter century later, I'm going to be a quest in her home. I'm full of feelings from weirdness, awe, proudness, joy and way too many more beyond just words.
Well it's early Sunday evening. I've been steadily busy today for sure but I'm about to close up my suitcase and try to relax for the evening. It's 7:30 and I think I'm as ready as I'll ever be. Rocky will be nicely looked after while I'm gone but I'm very sure he'll be lonely. That kind of bothers me but there's nothing else I can do for him. I can only hope and pray that he'll be OK knowing that he's here at home, safe in his own domain. He'll sleep most of the time as all cats do.
I have made myself a list of the very last things I need to do in the morning. I have my insulin in the fridge as well as OJ in case to crashed sugar levels and my packed lunch and dinner for the very long bus ride.
I am NOT taking my computer as I don't want to get distracted from the time with my kids and some friends that will be coming to v sit and see Kelsey's new home. I'm going to force myself to just enjoy moment as it comes with whatever comes along during the week.
I will be back posting here after I return so I'll have a really nice record of everything that I can reread whenever I'm feeling a little down. I will be seeing Margo on The Wednesday after I get back so I know I'll have a lot to talk about with her during our hour session together. Then I will have to figure out when I'll be able to get the Xmas Gifts for my family and 2 friends here so I'll be totally done preparing for Christmas.
I am grateful for my neighbor who is looking after Rocky as well as both ML and Charlotte for calling me today to touch base about the week ahead. Of course I am so grateful for Glen and his help. He's called me every day since that very bad day last week when I collapsed. I know I could not have been able to be this organized and ready if it wasn't for his help. I love you Glen so very much. You are a good compassionate man who is caring and wonderful to have as my only sibling. Some friends from up here in the Sound either sent me a msg or called to wish me a good trip. That's so nice and greatlly appreciated.
Until next week I hope one and all have a beautiful joyous week of miricles both big and little to carry you through. Feed your souls, I know I will every moment of every day. NAMASTE
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